Time To Say Goodbye!

Oh..had a lazy day..Had Christmas Lunch at Amara Hotel..Wide spread of food..had lots of lobsters..Sashimi..Prawns..I love the Thai Style Mango Chicken best..hee..Had lunch till about 2 pm..took group pic..hee..Oh..i tok pic with my team mates also..hee...

Okie...got home, packed my luggage..till now..i haven finish packing yet..ha ha..but 90% done already..Gonna leave at 930pm i think..all of them haven even shower yet..but i'm done..thats why writing my last blog entry for the year!!

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all..Hopefully next year will be a better year for all of u gals & guys..Those singles hopefully the love of ur life will appear yah..Those working..hope ur career picks up..and of course..Have a happier year for all ya!!!

Kinda excited..Tempature in China (those places i'm going) have dipped even lower..Might have snow leh...me never see snow before..hopefully can get a chance to see..hee..crossing my fingers...ha ha..

To him..thanks for saying u gonna miss me ya..but i think i'll miss u more then u miss me leh..ha ha..anyway..its impossible to bring snow back for u lah..its meant to be a joke..see the singtel advert..the boy send snow back to his grandpa..i'm not stupid hor..ha ha..Anyway..best wishes to u...

OMG...i'm only going for 8 days..but the way i write this like i'm not coming back for months..ha ha..Okie..in the mean time..dun bomb my mail box too much yah..i will try to update this and check mail if i can find access..I'm bringing my phone along..so call me if u gals/GUY(see its singular) miss me yah...ha ha...

See u all in the new year..I'll remember to buy presents for all of u!!! Love Ya!

Excited..Lazy...Happy..Tired...

The trip is nearing..this time tomorrow..i'll be at the airport checking in already..My first trip to china..Looking realli forward to it..

Had a fun day at work today..YL and I went to Anchor Point to have lunch..Heard a choir caroling..i think is one of the Halls choir..seriously..they sounded super duper out of tune..So yucky..and of course..though its lunch time..no one stops to listen..cos like every other shopper or luncher..not enough time ah..still stop and hear such yucky songs..ha ha...yest the group was better...dunno wat choir is that lah..come in white top with black pants..at least they sounded in tune..But some wat..me no longer very fascinated with carollers already after listening to ppl down at paragon..ha ha..the more happening type..loud banging music..ha ha

Had meeting at 4 pm...and finalise specifications..the GO signal is still not out yet..Changes will only be made in Jan when we go back..Left at 615 with my other team mate..hee...met my parents to have dinner at china town..Had a nice dinner..

Very tired..i know i'm suppose to pack my bag and iron my clothes..but i'm damm tired..Just took out the clothes which i wanna wear..My mum says she'll iron for me tomorrow ...Thanks Mum!!! Got a msg from him...finally?? hmm..maybe..I'm happy anyway..Realli hope that i'll receive his msg when i'm in China..but well..ha ha...Everyone says christmas is a season to tell someone how much u love him/her..My gal frens out there..I wanna say!!! I LOVE U GALS!!!...thanks for everything..from the littlest thing to the biggest thing..i realli appreciate u all..Cannot imagine if i dun have u gals ard when i went throough my tooughest moments..

All of a sudden feel so emotional..so sad i won't be spending my xmas and my new year with my frens..first time in my life i'm out of town..Spending time with my family.. =) Hmm..okie..i'm gonna sleep already..i know its early..but i'm tired..

Looking forward to a short day at work tmr and the christmasy lunch!! =)

Another Day..

Left office at about 630pm..Met Jing at PS..had pasta mania for dinner..Chatted for a long time..Been a long long time since i last saw her..Well..She seems not too bad..Happy! she's also joining Planet Fitness! so next time will be going to gym with her..hee

On my way home on the train..saw my cousin and her husband..they went to Church to deliver cakes for the church camp and brought back Jevon's and Jolin's dirty clothes..hee..Came home..Saw many footwears outside my place..My uncle and aunty came with Jerald and Sheryl..First time seeing Jerald after months..he's so SKINNY now..he's sick so went to see the chinese doc near my place..poor boy..have prob walking..his side (near his kidney) is hurting very much..Hope he gets well soon..Sheryl aka "mei mei" (younger sis) is my beloved cousin..Dunno why but i treat her the best among my younger cousins..Very sad..cos she failed her maths..and is not just by marginal..its by alot..Contemplating if i should give her extra help..cos next year she's in P6 and i wanna see that she at least makes it to normal academic..My cousins, nieces and nephews..are all very pressurise kids cos there are too many Uni grads in the extended family already..so they are all forced very hard by parents to do well..hee...

Had tang yuan..ate 2..better not eat so much..cos its glutinuous rice..not good to eat too much before sleeping..later indigestion..Okie..i'm still not feeling very well..still having abit of sore throat and my poor nose..ha ha..Hope tomorrow will get better..

Okie..today i waited like a fool (doesn't it sound familar) waiting for an sms from someone..someone whom i can't seem to forget..I'll continue to wait for the sms..Sorry gals..i'm super hopeless (i know)..but when it comes to such things..my heart out rules my head..hiahz...

Boring boring Tuesday

Well..Till now i have still nothing to do..Rotted the entire morning away..Went lunch at 1130 to AV (alexandra village)..and i ate the chicken rice. After that..still so early..so we went over to AP (Anchor Point) to shop shop and walk walk..My team mate needed to buy xmas present for gift exchange..We went Watsons...then saw this towel package with a cute teddy bear with it..Then of all colours..he bought a pink set and guess wat..he's hoping that a guy will get the gift..Poor frens of his..ha ha..

I saw Barney toy..press the finger then got sound..so i tried lor..then i think of him..ha ha..He said i look like Barney..My team mate look at me like i never play with toys before..ha ha...We bought some chocolates to munch our way through for the afternoon..The 3 of us have been snacking on chocolates for the past few days..yest didn't buy.. hee..For a moment, i think my team mate very caring leh..he told me not too fall sick..else won't have a good time during my hols..=)

Chocolate..so tempting..the packet was left on the table and my team mate cannot resist..open the chocolate..so we all started to eat and eat...now..my throat is not feeliing too good..Made hot tea (tea has cooling effect?).. then drink lots of water..and now..sucking strepils (the very strong one from doc)..ha ha..

My 2 team mate went for meeting..and left me in the room doing nothing..so sian and bored..Feel like sleeping..*Yawning*

Incredibles!

Finally caught the INCREDIBLES! realli incredibly nice and funnie..Guess like everyond else..my Fav character is also Dash..Actually i like all the characters except the father..he's too bulky!!! and his super power not special enough..only very strong..Hee

Realli a very boring day at work cum me a little sick today cum monday blues cum nothing to do at work..all add up..just make my entire day so NUAH! Left office at 6 pm sharp..meet heh about 630pm..Didn't have time for dinner cos the show is at 655pm..went to buy some "rubbish" to eat..the "rubbish" rather filling lor..that's for there and then cos i was damm hungry..Actually now i becoming a little hungry again le..ha ha..My bought polar..prob will have one piece with coffee later while watching the korean show..

Everyone seems to be leaving already..Dino and crabbie gonna go Edinbugh soon..after that Dino gonna go Prague..she say its snowing there..so cool..Prague and Vienna..thats the 2 places on earth which i think its the most romantic..I always dream that one day i'll be able to go there during christmas with someone special..The streets covered with snow..then me and the someone walking down the streets..with carollers singing..the beautiful churches..So romantic hor..Hmm..hopefully my dream will come true some day.. =) ZG is already in Spain..he left without telling me..He came online and said: "I'm in Barcelona already!" and well..PQ and Franc (Dino'd frens) also there..ha ha..Got to know ZG cos of Dino..well..Dino and him kinda have some issues..now not on toking terms..well..

My Dino is coming back on 1 Jan!!! I MISS U..and i think Dino is in love with someone..but dino is still unclear abt it..I think Larry is also coming back..Larry is the same age as me..Dino said he like older gals..maybe is the same theory..cos i like older man...ha ha..Dino and me kinda plan to match make Ma Ma..ha ha..Shhh...keep quiet okie..

Oh oh..i bought a xmas present for Al..bought her a Happy House Princess planner..Its just a xmas gift yah..I bought for myself the piggy one..hee..Love Pink and Pigs stilll..hee..wat a pink freak i am..Also i saw the white adidas cap..the same design as i bought for him..Hmm..should i get the white one myself?? kinda like it leh..very funnie right? buy him black and i buy for myself white..see how lah..maybe i'll see nicer ones in china.. No one give me xmas present..so sad..*hinting* ha ha..

Show time..korean show starting le...hee..hungry...and i think i better take some cough drops before i sleep.. =(

Monday Blues...

Tired..Slept at 1030 pm last night..but still..tired..My poor throat..starting to feel tight.. Team mate asked me if i am sick. Cos i never tok to him the entire morning..ha ha..Then i nodded..He suggested i go get strepsils or vics..

We went Harbour Front to eat. Had the Kutsu Curry..Why that? cos not feeling very well and didn't wanna queue. Head abit heavy now (actually morning also) just that now getting worst..my nose starting to run already...feeling sick..oh no!!!
Starting to cough also..dunno wat happen.. =(

I'm gonna meet heh this evening to watch The Incredibles..Finally gonna catch it..Now i got no more movie gang..Heh dun wanna watched 9 plus show cos she say go home very late liao..but 7/6 plus show is too rush for me. Timing always not right..ha ha..

Tummy felt better today..never go toilet so often already =) but now i sick again =(
I think if i dun feel better tmr morning..maybe i'll get MC..got to get well before leaving Singapore on Thurs morning..Feel like sleeping now..cos my head realli heavy..

Slacker!

Slacker! That's me! hee..Been a long time since i'm a nuah er..Woke up at about 1030 am..As usual, too late to have breakfast with my parents. Too lazy to cook. So my dad cook noodles for my bro and me. The same as last sunday..hee..

Today's movie marathon for me. Watched till my brain cannot process wat the ppl are toking about..ha ha..Anaconda was the first..Eat my breakfast/lunch and watched..Went out after that for like an hour to pick up some stuffs from my fren's place. Then she gave me cherries (hee..my fav). Came back, continue to watch The Terminal..Catherine Zeta Jones so cool! love the show..then continued with New Policeman (the jackie chan one) aiyah..not nice one...very duh story..only consolation is just to see the shuai ges in the show..

After that show, processing started to slow down..came online, tok to Marvy..He asked me when will i be in Shanghai and surprise surprise..his GF will be there at that time too..and she's coming back on the same day as me..But i thik diff airline..Marvy is coming back to SG!!! Been like 3 odd years since i last saw him..Saw him on web cam..he's bloated!!! everytime munching and drinking coke..Opps..i'm not supposed to mention that he's coming back ..that's cos he wanna spend time with his GF..and dun wanna meet any of his old fren..so duh right!!!

Then..continued with my next movie..Alien Vs Predator..started watching half way and i cannot take it anymore..my brain totally off..and my tummy ache again..Have a bad tummy today..went toilet dunno how many times..Dunno issit cos of the food i ate yest.. =( then pain somemore..After doing business..went to prepare dinner..tonight i'm supposed to cook..No worries..i washed my hands with soap!! hee.. Chop garlic..Slice Ginger..Clean the fish...Wash the Veg..

Then the usual lor..i steamed the fish..today the sauce not tasty enough..but very hot..cos i put alot of ginger..i like..ha ha..fry the veg..fry the pig liver (my dad says..must eat at least once a month..cos u know lah..i lose blood every month mah..) Chinese always have this believe..if ur brain not powerful enough..must eat pig's brain (thats the stupidest thing..pig's so dumb..eat already more dumb right??) then if leg not strong..eat pig's leg..ha ha its like direct substitution =)

Packed abit of my luggage..only left the tops which i wanna wear that i haven packed in..too lazy to iron them..prob i'll do it on wed night =) Okie! something amazing happened today. We SMSed throughout the entire day..weird right? this is like how many months ago when we did this..I seemed to have went back in time..Was i feeling the same like last time? I myself can't figured that out..On fri when we met, he msg late at night saying he missed me..I forgot to asked him yest why he misses me..so i asked him today..and wat a duh ans.."I dunno..". I asked myself the same qns..Do i miss him? then i concluded..sometimes yes..sometimes no..depending on alot of factors..ha ha..Oh..dun worry..if i miss u..i will msg u to tell u i'm missing u!!!

Oh..frens out there who post comments..do sign off okie..else i dunno who..But to the person who asked who is he? i know u.. and i wanna tell u..there isn't much "him" in my life. The "him" in my life story till date is still u..

Okie..my tummy still pain and i need to go to the...T..o..i..l..e..t..

Nice Evening

Had an enjoyable evening..Went to ECP food centre..had many nice food..Chicken Wings, Sting Ray, Sugar Cane juice, Satay..But the impt thing is the ppl who made the ambience so nice and fun..

Its the first time the 6 of us meet since graudation. Its very nice to hear that all of us are employed. Lydz found a new job..She's gonna be a teaching assistant at Replubic Poly..cool isn't it..Jo bought a new car. Really proud of her. She's one who can really manage money to the fullest. Hopes that she gets an increment during her confirmation.. Well, as usual, the all time busy woman Al had some movie appt at 940pm..so she abandone us at 8 plus..hiahz..next time date her must tell her that wanna book her for the entire night..ha ha

After dinner, we took a long stroll to Mac area..chatted as we walk..saw this place with bummer car..so went to play..the car all so old and the smell of gasoline..yucks! the one at genting is much better..ha ha...

Continued to walked down and saw many "Muds" camping..Lydz dun understand why her "clan" of ppl like to camp..She's like one super out of clan type..super ang moh..ha ha.. Went to Mac and had some drinks..played with Jo's new camy.cool..the screen very big!!! ha ha..waiting for her to send me the pics..hopefully by monday the pics are up!! ha ha...

Okie. I guess he's not coming online. Our lives moves on in different paths..till we cross each other path again.. =)

I'm Arnold!

Hee..So bored..woke up early for tennis..progress today kinda improve alittle. Will be stopping for the next 2 weeks.won't be in town =) Supposed to be cycling now. But the weather..hiahz..

Watched Mindhunter..Bro borrowed from my cousin. The show's not too bad..thriller type..Like to watch thriller but alwayz so scared.=( (Dreaming..imagine got some muscular shuai ge sitting beside me watching..wah..cool hor! Hey..correct usage of using the word "hor" right?) Waiting for the time to pass quickly. Gonna have dinner with my uni pals (Al, Jo, Lydz, Saji & Shi Chen). My trustee 3214 gang..The 6 of us been through hell together in sch doing our final year project. Still remember the sleepless nights =)

Got the quiz from Yuying! Thanks gal..Steamboat quiz..I'm type B:

TYPE B

You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness. You are more quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought. But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then. Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends. You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily. You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category. This will make you more popular and charming.

And for the cartoon character quiz..i'm Arnold..

You have lots of friends and you are also popular, always willing to give advice and help out a person in need. You are very optimistic and you always see the brightmside of things. Some good advice: try not to be too much of a dreamer, if not you will have many conflicts with life. When someone that is honest offeres you friendship, take it. Keep in touch with reality and life will be so much fun.

Arnold's kinda true for me..i'm too much of a dreamer..always dreaming of Mr..U know who yah..Thats why maybe got so much conflicts in my life..ha ha..I'm already trying hard not to dream and hope..Quiet accurate lah. =) Wanna the quiz? Ask from me lor..

la la la

Chestnut's Roasting In Bengawan Solo Tune..

Left office at 6 pm..Team mate was so cute..he saw me and yl chatting on yahoo! messenger..so he added us to msn chat room at 6 pm telling us its time to go and we shall shut down computers at the same time..well..okie..so we did..

Left office at 6 pm..dunno wat time he will end work..he got to OT again..So to waste time, meeting yuying and candice..thought the butak pantai thingy starts at 9 plus...but nope..starts at 8 pm..since i got so much time to waste..decided to go hear them..They were GOOD! One of the better accapella groups i hear..Very much in tune throughout the evening. I like the Chestnut roasting in bengawan solo tune..Very creative..actually all their songs are very funnie.. Wanted to buy their CD..but i only had 10 bucks in my wallet =( Well..Candice says she will lend me.. Thanks alot gal..

Finally got his call.Timing was rather right..cos by the time he reached YMCA (evil me..made him come pick me up at YMCA cos there abit dark..dun dare to walk back alone =)) its almost time that the "concert" endd..After the second last song..i left to meet him down stairs..Cool..i didn't feel anything..matbe a little of excitment..but this time round, i'm no longer so careful with my actions...just natural..ha ha..weird yah..treated the way i treated him last time..The only diff is that feelings diff..

We went to Kopitiam to have a light meal..Had carrot cake cos i feel like eating..but didn't eat much he completed most of it. He send me home as usual..and he's not that dumb after all..he knows that the adidas paper bag was for himl..Gave it to him in the lift..ha ha..Called to explain why i give him a gift..

Well..i'm happy..Realli it does make a diff when u dun dream and hope..when there is no target set..there won't be disappointment..Anyway, seems to me that his life is not too bad..at least he found a good job..Jia You!!! Seems like he picked up some new hobby...Hee..guess i'll learn blading soon..cos they say blading can tone the legs and thighs..hmm..but he teach me? dunno lah...see how

Okie..The bed is calling me already..

Lunchie..

Oh..ha ha..i'm so smart..my guess wat right..He didn't call me last night. Well, see dun dare to dream and hope is a good thing. At least i didn't feel much disappointment. =) He said he was dead tired last night..well..

Had a super duper peaceful morning, there wasn't anything for us to do. just sat down surf and surf. Left office(client's place (HP)) at abt 1115 am. Team mate drove today. So we went out for lunch. Went back to office for a while cos my other team mate needed to pick up some stuffs..Saw the new office..Its big..and spacious..but the way the seats are arrange..bad arrangement.. ha ha..

After that we went to Wheel lock place to have lunch..Lunchin at Sakae Sushi..happening leh..first time..Well the driver seems to be in good mood these days. Prob is coz there isn't much major issues at work. Actually he's a rather nice chap if he's always in this good mood. When he's in bad mood..he's horrible =) His mood is the most diff thing to predict..worst then gals mood swing..ha ha..had an enjoyable lunch.. a diff ambience and atmosphere..cool..

Lunch took us like almost 2 hours..now back in office (client's place) with nothing to do..thats why writing entry in blog..ha ha..Sel said he will try to leave office earlier today..Hopefully yah..i dun wanna wait too long for him. I'm suppose to decide where to meet him..actually i feel like going to suntec. Cos that the place which we used to hang out very often. The sky garden..miss those times..dun think history will repeat itself anymore. Or maybe i should say i dun dare to dream and hope. But i will surely bring the next guy who make an impact in my life to sky garden..thats provided by the time i have a BF..the garden is still there..ha ha

Gracie (my cousin) just called me. She and Huiling (her younger sis) gonna start tennis..cool..Same coach as Al and me..Well duh! i was the one who give her the contact number..ha ha..yeah..more and more ppl learning tennis..next time we can all play together =)

Bored bored bored..la la la

Surprise surprise..I'm OK!

Hmm..didn't meet him in the end cos he has tonnes of work to complete..so have to OT..Well..i wasn't at all angry or disappointed..Hope he realli keeps his promise to meet tomorrow..Realise i still care alot about him..Do i care as much to my other frens?

For a moment..i told him weird things which i dun usually will say to my guy frens..only maybe to someone close to me..Things like.."Hey! remember to eat something okie..else later gastric.." then things like.."Be a good boy k..Faster finish ur work then go for a proper meal." Its weird isn't it? Anyway..Like wat i wrote in the card..I dun dare to dream or wish...

Went to meet my parents and bro for dinner..by the time i arrived..they finished eating already =( had fish head hor fun..not too bad..but after that i think eat too much then i feel like puking..actually now still.i think got something to do with the taste of it..Too bloated to have any fruits..

Thinking of going to the Gym on sunday..but..i dunno how to use the equipments =( Guess i'll start in jan when i come back yah! Soon..weekend coming..and i'm counting down to my trip!!! Cool..happy!!!

Yah..he said he will call me later when he gets home..then i guess he won't...more like just trying to make me happy..but well..like i say..i dun dare to dream or wish..so i'm not pinning any hope..

Oh well..the "chicken eye" is closing already..guess got to be the super late OT that night..causing the after effect..

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Its about time...Waiting...

WOoo..today's a great day..with a fair share of business and slackiness..Morning was bustling..with a list of fixes to be done by 4 pm..Divided work among each other..cool..by after lunch..many were cleared..The pace slowed down alot..and soon..slacking already..

I slump in my chair..almost dozing off from the "Afternoon Zzz Bug". Coffee break..toilet break..finally awaken again.. Tested a couple more things..and that's it..close shop for the day...

Message him..waiting for him to reply currently to see wat time can he leave office..Hopefully soon yah..i dun wanna wait too longg =( Having mixed feeling? hmm..then again i'm feeling nothing..just like meeting another fren..no excitment..no fear...Hee..later on maybe more feelings will set in yah.. =)

One of my teammate left already..he didn't want to stay in the room depsite that his fren will only pick up up at 630 pm..He just doesn't wanna stay and get another whole lot of issues to clear..well..i'm smarter now..off my yahoo! messenger already..

Arrgh...having a bad tummy..i think i need to go....

Finally Relaxing..

I'm HAPPY!!! dun ask me why...but i'm back to my old self before he came into my life..Smiling..giggle throughout the day though things happen at work..there's bugs to fix..but still all these didn't make me stop smiling..

Hmm..haven been living life to the fullest all these while..been moaning abt so many things (ie. Work..releationship.friedship). I guess to see things in a different angle will make one happier..

I'm crossing everything which i can cross..Hopefully can leave early and won't let Heh wait for me for too long..

Hard Day @ Work

Arrgh...Can u believe this..1114 pm..and i'm still at the most "Happening" place in town...THE OFFICE...

Today..super boring day with lots of bugs and testing to do. Well..last minute i have to change interface design...super sian..Thats why i'm still here..Well..actually also waiting for my team mate to finish testing his part..gonna take cabby with him yah..so just wait lor..in the mean time..ha ha..i'm writing this..

Okie..i'm feeling hungry already..Had dinner @ Harbour Front..went with my team mate..just the 2 of us..ha ha..i think i'll have my fish soup later on..

Weekends drawing near..and i'm gonna see him again..having mixed feelings..but i think the outcome should be okie..Cannot be lovers...still can be frens right? But i think i do still like him leh..to a certain extend lah..Guess maybe is the companionship which i'm missing lor..Anyway..shall see how..

Okie..i think my brain is officially dead..dunno wat rubbish i'm typing already..anyway..i figured out how to put pics liao..soo catch the pics i took on sat..Amadeus caroling at Tangs =)

Gone brainner..

Way To Healthy Living!

Coolz...all thanks to Al..Finally i signed up for somthing which i have been considering for a while...The GYM!!! Abit of hiccups here and there throughout the day cos of the credit card issue. I needed the zero interest installment plan and thus needed to inform my dad..

Well..guess most dad's think alike..To tell him that i'm gonna chock up a bill of above 1 K for the next 12 mths is like pouring water into the drain..Well..I'm determine..After all this is not a very rush decision. Had been considering for months between Amore & Planet Fitness. The promotion is attractive and its kinda worth it.

Went to meet the consultant with my colleague and her husband. Cool..Love the place..There's also a pool in the suntec branch..Well..i signed up...ha ha..so excited about it..Seems like my new year resolution is realli gonna come true after years..ha ha...Realli..money makes every thing go round..when u dun pay..u won't wanna do it..when u pay..its a force behind to make u do it! ha ha..

Okie..came home..my dad is still not very happy abt it..cos he still feels its not worth..Come on..get a life..thats the in thing now right? i mean even my mum knows it and she's encouraging it..Anyway..i'm earning my own income and how i manage my finance is still my own biz..So as long as i can survive..i'm okie..

Well..this whole fitness program of mine will tie me down in SG for at least the next 1.5 years..why sign for so long..well..i have more or less decided not to go into teaching already..and i'm determine to do my masters..BUT...i wanna work for at least 2 years..so that i get get a "double" masters..Aiming for the MBA cum Biz system..its a 2 in 1..ha ha..and also maybe to let me discover myself further..

I changed quiet a bit since i stepped out in school..Like wat my dad's fren who kinda know alittle of "seeing ppl's life" told my dad that i'm a real stubborn gal..I won't care who the person is..be it my parents or a senior..when i feel that i'm right..no one else is right unless u prove me wrong..I am one person who will scold anyone when i feel that i'm malign and also will just go against of to whoever (including my parents) when i feel that th request is realli unrealistic or just too "guo fen". Well..i think my parents kinda experience this right now esp now that i have a higher purchasing power and taking more control over my life. I expect decisions to be made myself and they only give comments esp to things which i have to pay for. Maybe my dad realli give up already..

okie..i better go sleep..tmr's a long day at work..was warned today that tmorrow have to OT =( meaning no jogging..hee..

Lazzie Sunday

Sean said my eye bags are so bad..I had concealer on yesterday already =( So..took his advice and sleep more..Hee..temperature in my room was perfect..Hid myself under my comforter till 1130 am when my bro came in and said..he's hungry and don't want to wait for me to go have breakfast liao. =(

Brush my teeth..then i sat on the sofa and stonned..Okie..finally my tummy started to complain..but i was just too lazy to move my butt..ha ha...In the end my dad cooked noodles for me..Thanks Dad! After breakfast? hmm..i think should be lunch already..i did what my plans are for the day..Pack my UK photos..a never ending type of job..Finally i reached London..but i have almost like 300 odd pics of London =( By about 4 pm i decided to take a break..Break time..my break time is like forever..ha ha..

Starting packing my luggage for my China trip already..Dump all the things which i wanna bring into the medium size luggage..Conculded..today only dump..not going to pack nice nice yet..wait till i next sunday when i have all the things liao then pack nice nice..Hate packing =)

Time for eye cream..to reduce eye bag...maybe mine already chronic case..ha ha..

The Season of JOY!

Today was superb. As usual, had tennis in the morning. Tennis was cool.. baked myself under then scorching sun. Impress with Al..The kid's racket realli did help. Finally she moved on to the base line..Way to go Al..Jia You!!

Meet Sean at 5 pm..(another Mr S yah..thanks Yuying for reminding me..its S again)..Went around shopping and yeah...i bought a present for the other Mr S..ha ha..Bought a Adidas cap. The other time when i was in UK, he called to said he wanted a cap..But cap over there not very suitable. Hopefully he likes it. Its just a xmas gift lah..hee..

Went to see my choir perform. Well..Didn't realli like the songs they chose. So boring..dunno wat they singing..cannot hear the words esp those non english songs..cum the songs are those slow slow type..hiahz..Sorry guys..But i think the ppl down the street at paragon is more happening yah..Anyway..got more sessions to go right? so jia you ppl =) Took some pics of them..I'll put them up when i'm free..Lazy now =)

Wow..the christmas feeling in orchard is simply wonderful..Lots of ppl walking..lots of performers along the streets..Band playing..People dancing..Choir singing..cool..Lighting is beautiful also.. =) well..this year i won't be in SG on christmas eve..hee..We went to Marche for dinner.. ha ha..had the usual again..then later on heh came to join us. ha ha...

Nice day today =) so noisy now...1 am and they still cannot figure out wat bags they wanna carry for the trip..irritating!

I'm gonna sleep..hack them..ha ha

Christmasy Feeling =)

It's the time of the year again..Ho ho ho...
Getting restless @ work as the holiday season draws nearer.. Rather free throughout the day. We went out for lunch. Wanted to dine in Ikea, but the restaurant was too packed. So in the end we had lunch at BK. Been a long time since we chatted so much..Seems like the 3 of us in super good mood or something.. Hee..

Learnt my lesson and thus off my Yahoo! messenger at 6 pm sharp :D Met heh at orchard station..couldn't find her at the place she told me and she was uncontactable cos her phone..died..ha ha..With the help of Sha..we finailly found each other.

Went to Sushi Tei for dinner..I LOVE the Katsu Don there..Was eating half way when the most unexpected call came..Was he checking on me? to see if i have a date for the evening? After dinner.. Heh and i went ard shopping..I'll be meeting him next week and was thinking of giving him a early x'mas present.. Then the most sickening part surface.. I dunno wat to get. I always have difficulty buying guy's present.. Well, at least if he is my BF its easier to buy things. But he's not. =(

Walked for like almost 1 hour odd and bought nothing in the end. I only know he love things related to bass. But its way beyond my xmas budget =( Taka was packed with ppl doing Christmas shopping. Its the time of the year again..

Took the bus home and the sky looks dangerous tonight..Lighting Thunder ...then down came the drops. Hee =) i'm happily in my air con room...

Thursday @ Work

Work today was smooth till the 11th hour. There wasn't much to do, so my team mates left at about 615 pm. I've decided to stay longer cos i'll only be meeting them (Al, Keith and Nic) at 715 pm at harbour front for dinner. Didn't realise that my Yahoo! messenger was on until the bomb dropped down on me. The nightmare begins.

Bugs..creepy crawly bugs..there was a bug which was preventing the user from continuing..So as a pest buster (thats wat my cousin calls me), i have to find where the bug was hiding and spray insecticides on it. Went through the codes and realise the codes doesn't seem wrong.. She was trying to convince me that the values are wrong..but i was trying to convince her..the values are right..after 2 hours of debugging..i won!!! the user any how enter things..thats why..

Okie..learnt a lesson from this..to off my Yahoo! messgenger after 6 pm..this caused me to be late for almost 2 hours for dinner appt. Sorry ppl..didn't mean to. So tok a cab down to harbour front and joined the rest at Drangon Gate. Had a good sumptuous dinner..Thanks guys for the treat =)

Took the NEL home as usual. As i was walking home..the sky..the sky was not cloudy..the stars shone brightly and the for a moment..the sky seems to look so familiar..As i walked back home..i kept my eyes on the sky..almost trip and fell..but luckily nope.. Soon i realise why issit that it looks so familiar..cos there was 3 stars in a row..i think its called orion right? and the 3 stars in a row thingy..i saw it before with him..was sitting at the play ground near my place with him..still remembered the "dao hui" we bought..and i fed him..hee.. Well..thats history already..Really love star gazing..always dreaming of gazing it with someone dear to me..Hope my dream will come true yah =)

That's all for today..Gonna be a busy day tmr =) but i'm looking forward to it..
Hee :D

Finally Gonna Be Thurs..

Can't believe why issit that time passes so slow this week. After 2 long and boring dayz..finally i see some light!!! 2 more hours..and its Thurs..The weekend is coming..So excited..

Left office at about 615pm and took the NEL. Today the train seems to be a little crowded even at Harbour Front. Hmm..Got myself in the last cabin. Sat in the corner and blasted my Zen. See the bustling of ppl coming in and out of the train. Rather interesting. See ppl coming into the train in suits..wonder when will i ever have a chance to wear a biz suit to work. That's kinda my dream. My current job dun require such dressing. If i ever wear that surely they will think i'm mad..ha ha

Had dinner and sit in front of the television till abt 830 pm. Finally my mum's ready to go jogging..Actually she don't jog..she just breeze walk..Today jog for abt 20 mins odd like the previous time. Weather today is not too bad..Rather cooling..But so irritating, got some banglahs standing there toking and smoking..Air pollution.

Sean drop me a sms informing that Mrs Ng became a Principal of a secondary sch. Cool..Mrs Ng was my Econs teacher in JC.. Still remembered how mischivious i was during JC. A's was round the corner and she was doing revision. Well..my group which always occupies the last row kept on toking and making alot of noise..and she was rather pissed..Flunked my mcq as usual..So she just exploded and made me stand..Opps..can't remember if she made me stand on the chair anot..ha ha..
Really a great teacher who kept encouraging us.. Hopefully one day can visit her =)

No interesting TV program..so bored...Zen no battery..cannot transfer songs in..Hiahz..So many things waiting for me to do. But i'm just too lazy and can't bother..Guess i'll go sleep..Beauty sleep!!! having outbreak now..=(

Lucky Weddy

My problem's solved!!! No need to cancel my Thurs dinner appt already =)
Heh is free on Friday..Yeah..

Char SMS to say she's not free on Sat =( so sad..been a long time since the 3 of us met out..Anyway..dinner appt is still on..not bad leh..with a shuai ge.. Sean..ha ha
Sean's my JC classmate..didn't see him for almost 3 years and its so lucky to managed to find him again.. Thanks to Char who bummed into him in Taka sometime back =)This guy changed so much..now a model..and very shuai okie...dun play play yah..ha ha..

Gonna see Amadeus carol this sat 7 pm @ Tangs..Didn't join them for caroling this year cos i've been busy on sats and can't attend prac..hee.. So no Joy To The World this year for me..ha ha.

Okie..10 more mins before knowledge transfer..Today helping YL with the kt..Better start to read my codes again and refresh..getting old already..seems like suffering from Short Term Memory (STM)..

Wahahaha

Crazy Blur Me..

Dunno wat overcame me before i slept..Took my HP and send him a message knowing that he already gone to sleep. Dreamt abt him again..Goodness me..4 Consecutive nights he appeared in my dream.

HP vibrated..checked the message..Apparently wat i read and wat my brain processed was totally different.. Alarm finally rang..looked at my HP and i smiled..SMS throughout the entire morning with him..I asked to meet out again. This might be the last time we're meeting for the next few months to come.

Okie..i totally forgot i'm meeting Nic and frenz for dinner this thurs..Agreed to go out with my gal fren..Sorry gal..Gotta cancel the appt =) hiahz..blur me..

Relaxing Monday

Work was super relaxing today..Miss Chong is back from her wedding..Opps..no more Miss..should be known as Mrs already..Anyway..Glad she's back.. Saw some of her wedding pic..So cool..Chio leh..

Today 4 more others joined us..supposed to do some knowledge transfer..but well..since i have not much knowledge..i did zero toking today..hee..of coz my super duper smart team mate Mr Lim did it all. Actually, his teaching seems cool..i did learned something from it. After all i joined the team very late and was lost half the time..

Went Harbour Front for lunch..getting sick of the food at District park already..hee..Had Kutsu Curry..Our favourite..Been such a long long time since we eaten it. Had a nice lunch..

Never felt so healthy before..So proud of myself. I went jogging.. jog for about 20 mins odd..dunno wats the distance though..anyway..gotta start jogging and cycling already..becoming too much a couch potato..hee

TV addiction sets in..After jog came back and immediately transformed into a couch potato. Start to munch again on my Tapioca chips..there goes the jog..ha ha..

Times up..Couch potato time..korean show starting..getting ready my tissue..sad korean show..ha ha

la la la...Happy =)

Facing Reality vs Dreaming

It's over isn't it. Yet the dream seems so real. Everything seems just like yesterday. The hug, the touch.. all seems so real..Been months but feelings just start coming back again and again.

Reality banged me the moment i woke up.. I sat up recalling my dream. What a beautiful dream. What a fantasy. I used to tell him the next morning if i dreamt abt him that night..I took my phone and typed the message..everything's no longer the same. I deleted the message and left my phone on my bed.

Sunday morning..the bustling in my house.. Brother preparing to go to school for choir prac..he got some christmas caroling at Sentosa in the evening..and i'm supposed to go to the temple to pray my Grandma with my parents..

As usual..i listened to my Zen on the way.. Addicted, by Simple Plan caught my attention. It's describe exactly how i'm feeling..How addicted i am to him..I'm gonna put the lyrics at the bottom..

After that..went to Joo Chiat to collect the new curtains..I dun realli like the colour..but since i'm not the one paying..i shall just shut up before i kena scolding.. Then the stupid weather irritated me so much..rained on my way home..Such a sucky weather..One moment rain..one moment shine..then so hot..arrgh..maybe its a sign that i should leave this country to a cooler place and put everything behind..ha ha

Anyway..got home..on the air con...supposed to pack my UK photos into the big albums but hee..the lazy gal decides to go lala land..Supposed to meet my mum to do some shopping but the weather is so sucky. Decides not to and got some nagging..usual..ha ha..

Al read by blog..ha ha..and she said..Wat morning call..She's the one i call on most sat early in the morning at 830. Despite the morning call.. she's still alittle late for tennis class...and it seems getting worst..hee..So she said..she's gonna buck up and wake up early..well..will see how ya...Remember...u suppose to reach office between 915 to 930 yah..but still like not much improvement leh..ha ha

Okie..this is the lyrics of Addicted by Simple Plan...Want the song? ask from me...

I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anyway

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still addic-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true

I'd run a thousand miles to get to you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to treat you good in every way

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting
Till the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

"Exciting" Saturday!

Finally got home from my cousin's place..Went over there to borrow some winter clothes for my upcoming trip to China..Eh..actually i'm also not certain wat type of clothes is required..Dunno wat i borrowed is sufficient anot...

Well..anyway i'm not exactly excited abt the trip..Kinda feeling a bit sian abt it already..all the hassel with winter clothes and dunno wat clothes to bring..Its only 8 days and its so mind boggling..

Another ultimate sian day passed..Hiahz..sat and its so darn boring.. wat a no lifer i am..Where is my White Horse Prince (translate to chinese)?? When u want him to appear he die die won't appear..Guess i'll just have to wait patiently for his grand entrance into my life yah..ha ha..

OMG...already start to dream..Guess its bed time!

Finally Gotta Started...

Cool...
Finally got it up..After so many pushes by my dearest frenz..This is for you gals baby! Okie...gonna work hard and start posting my daily routinal life..So catch more of me here in action yah...

Woke up 830 am this morning to give my pal her usual morning call..and couldn't get back to sleep. The thought of him filled my mind again. Miss him so so much..But there's nothing i can do abt it..Been a week since we cleared things up after months and guess thats the last time we're meeting.

Went for tennis and today i performed much better then previous week..On form..ha ha..But i think i lack stamina..Each time hit abt 20 balls with all the running around makes me pant like mad..This is bad...Guess time to go jogging in the evenings..

Okie..gotta go out soon..to my cousin's place..

Hee :)