Facing Reality vs Dreaming

It's over isn't it. Yet the dream seems so real. Everything seems just like yesterday. The hug, the touch.. all seems so real..Been months but feelings just start coming back again and again.

Reality banged me the moment i woke up.. I sat up recalling my dream. What a beautiful dream. What a fantasy. I used to tell him the next morning if i dreamt abt him that night..I took my phone and typed the message..everything's no longer the same. I deleted the message and left my phone on my bed.

Sunday morning..the bustling in my house.. Brother preparing to go to school for choir prac..he got some christmas caroling at Sentosa in the evening..and i'm supposed to go to the temple to pray my Grandma with my parents..

As usual..i listened to my Zen on the way.. Addicted, by Simple Plan caught my attention. It's describe exactly how i'm feeling..How addicted i am to him..I'm gonna put the lyrics at the bottom..

After that..went to Joo Chiat to collect the new curtains..I dun realli like the colour..but since i'm not the one paying..i shall just shut up before i kena scolding.. Then the stupid weather irritated me so much..rained on my way home..Such a sucky weather..One moment rain..one moment shine..then so hot..arrgh..maybe its a sign that i should leave this country to a cooler place and put everything behind..ha ha

Anyway..got home..on the air con...supposed to pack my UK photos into the big albums but hee..the lazy gal decides to go lala land..Supposed to meet my mum to do some shopping but the weather is so sucky. Decides not to and got some nagging..usual..ha ha..

Al read by blog..ha ha..and she said..Wat morning call..She's the one i call on most sat early in the morning at 830. Despite the morning call.. she's still alittle late for tennis class...and it seems getting worst..hee..So she said..she's gonna buck up and wake up early..well..will see how ya...Remember...u suppose to reach office between 915 to 930 yah..but still like not much improvement leh..ha ha

Okie..this is the lyrics of Addicted by Simple Plan...Want the song? ask from me...

I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anyway

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still addic-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true

I'd run a thousand miles to get to you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to treat you good in every way

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting
Till the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker