Feeling Sad =(

Today is my second day in the office..and well, i'm on for another project..This project..tough one..i kinda escaped from such work in sch but now, i have to face it. The project leader is a very nice person, he knows i know nuts abt the entire thing..so he took more then an hour to go through the concept with me. Very kind of him to rush back from meeting to guide me along.

I spend my morning upgrading a program to the latest version. Met Jing for lunch today..so happy..at least i dun feel lonely..I'm kinda not realli able to click in office thats cos i'm the only one on the project right now. Hmm..everyone seems to be busy discussing and i got no one to discuss with..Kinda sad...

Had discussion with my project leader till kinda late..then went to meet KW and Vet at suntec. Had dinner with them..well..i actually didn't wanna go but she ask me to go saying she feels weird with him..She's a very complicated gal when it comes to relationship..I envy her alot cos she seems to have many suitors. Maybe she's more bubbly? more open? anyway all the guys who once like her or till date still likes her are rather nice potential ppl. For her, its like so easy to make guy frens, but for me..it seems so tough..

He sms me..for a moment, i see the name on the phone and didn't recognise..cos i changed his name to another name just in case vet plays with my phone..Dun worrry k..i delete the msg after reading..hee..I left them half way through to make my way home..Then as i was walking to the bus stop, i kinda miss him..just feel like hugging him again leh..hiahz..well..tried to call him, but he never picked up the phone..guess he doesn't wanna entertain me yah..Well..

Feeling kinda depress right now.. Guess i should go sleep to sleep away all my depressness..got to wake up early tomorrow morning..going to the gym before going to work =) Hopefully tmr will be a much better day!