Sparkle Starry Starry Night...

My human alarm woke me up at 8 am today..thats the usual time i wake up everyday..guess the human clock in me is immune to the time..Woke up before my phone alarm went off..ha ha..but looking at the time, i went back to sleep again till time for tennis..

Been almost 2 weeks since i last played..Kinda off form today again..Miss balls (thats so unusual of me)..back hand was bad hardly awy of it went across.. Felt grumpy during the lesson...I guess got to be PMS..Kinda feel strange these days..either get pissed with myself for nothing, or kinda angry with myself for the pass, or kinda feel ppl hate me cos i'm bad..just feeling all the negative feelings..Where's my bright side??

Met my mum for lunch and went to buy Starry Starry Night..hee..very beautiful..Saw it in the magazine and kinda love it alot..I'm not a big fan for such things..but when i see one that i realli like, i'll have intention of buying it. Of course, now that i'm working, i paid half for it. Thanks Mum! My Mum bought a solitier..the last time i bought her such things was when i did temp job after As. When i saved up a portion each month to get her one for chinese new year. I wanted to buy her this time round..but i'm realli very broke with all the instalments and loan payments..I think i'll need my tuition soon to supplement. Hope by next year i'll be more freed up in monetary terms..then can get a nice one for her.

Went to choir after that. Kinda weird. Many faces changed. Lots of new juniors whom i dun know...Didn't warm up and had to sing high note..well not that high either lah..just that not warm up..abit hard to reach initially. Kinda lose touch with my musical skills (if i do have prev). Sight reading slow down so much..at least last time i can still sight read out the tune without the lyrics..now...cannot...maybe is not that i cannot..but just that my brain is tired and i just didn't wanna do it mentally..well...

Went for dinner with my choir ppl..the junior didn't join us..ha ha..came home and i just went down to pass vet somethings..Well..i guess she realli enjoy herself tonight with his company..KTV till now...haven even ate dinner..hiahz..guess they will have dinner at tampines near his place..this is wat i call zhong se qing you..but wat to do..its him lor...

Cancelled my gym with Jing tomorrow..i have a feeling i kinda sprain my left arm while playing tennis (back hand)..Maybe i swing too much..now its reali pain...shall see how tmr..bed time...