Think Tink ting ...

I just can't stop thinking. My entire brain and heart just consist of him. I just feel so sad and miserable. Yest night went to ECP to have dinner with Vet and WL. We were suppose to go over to his place to pass him back something. Called him but no reply. I know he doesn't wanna see Vet. But i realli wanted to see him badly last night. The "MISS" feeling was so over whelming.

I came home feeling sad. Then i saw him online..I told him how much i miss him. Its been so long i know. But i'm one stubborn person that once i like some one. There won't be a second until i'm fully over with the person. No one can realli help me to get over him. Its all within myself. Why issit that the person i love will never love me..Why issit always one sided? Am i realli that bad? All i want is just someone to love me as much as i love him. Is my request so difficult?

Lynnie called me. We chatted for a long time. Its a good chat. I was actually telling her abt me and him. How did i fall in love with him. How did things turn out this way. Lynnie said he's a good guy..He's somewat like Jo (Lynnie's fren)..No matter how much i like him.. is still a NO NO in the end. So i shoot the arrow to Lynnie to introduce me to guys. ha ha...

Felt like puking the entire night..chest got very tight and having difficulty breathing..Maybe i shouldn't take Vet's car anymore..hiahz...I've decided to joing choir again. I miss singing and prob the only way to spend my sat evenings..i dun wanna spend it alone...