So so sad!

I FAT LIAO!!!! why why why?? issit my diet? how come i put on alot of weight?? ARRGH!!! so sad..disappointed..Wats the pt of exercising so much to find myself putting on weight instead of losing it???!!! TELL ME?!?!

Today mood swing again..Hiahz..Hmm today also mood swing. So we didn't realli tok.. Okie..we finalise our date. I'll be meeting him the day after Valentine's Day or the thurs..depending on our work schedule..But i feel that i'm not ready to meet him..I think i'm scared. I dun realli like meeting new ppl face to face alone. Gives me cold feet. Cum i have an impression of him in me already. What happens if the impression i have is too much of an expectation?

Met Daniel and Vet for dinner..Daniel..one year never see him. He's still as shuai. I like his build. But too bad he's ... Hiahz..why shuai ges must walk the "y" path?
Oh..i kinda feel that i;m missing a listening ear. Last time i used to tok to Vet abt the guys i like etc etc. But now after the Sel incident, i dun feel like toking to her abt it anymore. At times i realli feel like asking for opinion etc etc and its kinda sad to realise i got no one to turn to.hiahz..just like today..

Well..Tomorrow will be a better day i hope. Going to china town tomorrow...