Upsy and Downsy 24 hours...
Its almost 24 hours since incident happened...Yest was a very sad V day for me. I was suppose to meet him(sel) but in the end we didn't. I was so upset. I dunno why..but i think i'm getting rather possesive of him. I know he doesn't wants it this way. I think at times he feel stress also.
Heh told me to trust him alittle more and not to doubt every little thing. Its tough..maybe cos of the past and also maybe current issues and issues that are coming requires me to realli trust him. Its a real barrier within me..Was realli happy to spend tues with him. Though it was just a short meeting..i realli did enjoy the sweet little moments that we have..
Like my frens dun understand me..i also dun realli understand myself why i go back to him again when he hurt me once before..reminder from close frens to not to regret..Regret.i'm not sure if i will...guess i will only know when things happen and things dun turn out the way that i desired for..
okie..eyes shutting..nitez!
posted by Julia Lim @ 11:45 PM
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"...guess i will only know when things happen and things dun turn out the way that i desired for.."... Ask yourself: "Won't that be too late then?" Ask yourself: "Is the price to pay too hefty?" We're talking about a lifetime of regret, not commitment here. Weigh the pros and cons. Its a battle of the two 'C's, namely, "Conscience" and "Curiosity".
I've asked myself so many times...its a battle within me. I dun know wat he's thinking..If he can just love me as much as i love him..I know in each r/s one party will usually love the other party more.
Is our r/s build upon a fragil thing? is there no feelings? If he knows from the start that i will regret in the end..then why does he still wanna hurt me as a fren..
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