Bluez...

The monday and afternoon blues sets in after lunch. Here i am back in the office again. Facing my laptop. I'm suppose to fix the problem but i'm just feeling abit nuah about doing it. Well..will get my hands on it again after this.

Swings are part of parcel of me i guess. But swings these days are worst then the previous times.. I also dunno why..hee hee..anyway...Swings just set my mind thinking in a negative side so much that the effect is so dramatic..The mind is so easily manipulated during this time. Each little action and word means so much. It tweaks the mind each time something had been said or seen. The mood changes almost instantly.

Its not easy to tell myself to remain happy and to block out things which i dun wanna see or hear. Somehow during each swing, the swing will chose to be open to the negative side instead of the positive side. Is this how human works? to remember the bad and to let the good pass? Reminder i guess are important. Reminder to take notice the good and not take it forgranted. Things happen due to a cause. Be it good or bad. I guess i should look forward to the good more then the bad. Wat is over is over. Tomorrow is another day to look forward to.

For some weird reasons..i came into close proximity with myself. Trying to understand why i'm feeling this way. I'm able to tell i'm in a mood swing now anot. Though i know i'm in a swing, i can't seem to control the swing. Emotions will just flood me. Its a weird feeling esp when u know its coming but there's no prevention to it.

The grumpy side or the devil is losing out in the race at work. For the angel hallowed me, i sit here leaving my last words to the blog. Balance is wat i'm in search for now..