Moody...

I'm feeling super moody right now. Lots of things going through my head..It's LOTS and LOTS..Met him for dinner just now. I guess both of us super moody today. Maybe both of us getting sick so abit sians..

Went to Aljunied to meet him. Realised somethings..but i shan't say it. Somethings are just meant to be kept inside. Anyway, i dun seem to understand why planning dinner is so diff. He seems to be super stress and keep thinking where to go and wat to eat. Kinda cute when he thinks..hee hee..

Maybe i shouldn't expect..but then again he shouldn't make my mood worst off. He keep suaning me..calling me by wrong names (dunno delibrately or watever). But i think i have my limts esp when i'm in bad mood. Suaning and teasing well, i dun mind..but sometimes i feel that its too over execcesive..Its fun to lighten the mood. But i'm a person. I do have feelings too. I will also be hurt by words too.

Sometimes things are taken so lightly. Like nothing happened. Well, maybe thats the way guys do things..or rather a cancer..anyway, sometimes i realli hope that he tells me how he actually feels. Everytime we hit this topic, we will chose to run. Cos i guess knowing the truth hurts alot. Sometimes is better to just take each day as it comes. Just hoping for another day.

My body seems to be getting more tired each day. I've tried resting alot over the weekend but it doesn't seem to help. Haven feel realli great for a long time already. Hopefully my body recovers soon...