Sensitivity.Emotional.Emptiness.Loving.Caring

The day started with sense of jealousy..The left over from yesterday lingered in my throat the entire morning.. The taste was bitter.. I tried to overcome the taste with lots of self consoling. Things didn't go my way. Miserable was all i was left with.

Contemplation to the gym. Mixed feelings as i pulled myself there. Workout didn't seem to go well..There wasn't balance in me. I didn't have a calm mind. The mind swirled with thoughts and imgainations. I wanted to spend time myself to get myself back on track. But i failed. I slam myself with each equipment that comes my way. Frustrated with myself. Anger lurks in me. Feels so empty when no one was avaiable for me to pour my woes out. She saved my day and me.

The tok with jing made me realised how he was there for me all the while. They both said the same things to me. But the power of jing words kinda enlightened me. The call from him after i left jing made me realised how much he cared. He was there for me all the while. Its something which i just left out completely. Jing reminder.."i should treasure the moment" made me see things from a diff angle.

The emptiness and bitterness vanished..I'm feeling light and happy again..The beatiful feeling of someone being there for u when u are down is realli amazing. To him and to my gal frens..Love u all so much..Thanks for being there when i'm down.. And i'll treasure the moments with him =)