Thinking thinking...

Was suppose to meet him for dinner..but some last minute changes on his side..i went out dinner with heh to PS...and guess wat..i bought a pair of shoes..Alot of qns went through my mind in the afternoon today...Till now, i'm still thinking..but i've decided to pop the qn at him..

He just finished dinner with the client..so now they have to send the client back then he goes home..if too late then guess the qns will be pop some wat later tomorrow. Maybe i shouldn't scare myself by reading too much on the net. But too bad, i've read..now i'm having thoughts...Hopefully he will clear up all my doubts later on..

Though curious, i'm scared. I'm not sure if i'm fit to continue this r/s. Its intersting to find out alot of things..for example to find that i'm so demanding and i'm an attention seeker. I didn't know it myself till i'm in it. Of course alot of other things..however, nothing is safe..it all comes with a price attached..be it mentally or physically..