Thursday Morning

Procrastinating in the morning again. Can't believe it. The first thing i did in the morning already kind of spoilt my day..WTF! anyway, dun understand why he still eats so much into my mood. Maybe i should take things alittle easier and not demand so much. Then again its hard lor.

For the first time yest he didn't send me home after dinner. I walked myself home from the station. We dun seem as close as before already. Hmm..maybe he's sick so dun wanna spread the flu bug to me? or maybe we are really drifting apart..Watever the case. Just giving myself excuses and reasons.

Kinda a little busy this morning...Will be busier throughout the day i guess cos i have to figure out some things. Those things which i realli detest abt. Thats why i'm procrastinating..but no choice i still have to do it in any case. I realli hate to do all the setting up of the environment lor..then no one to ask..I'm suppose to figure the DAMM BLOODY thing out myself. HATE IT!!!

Have this phobia when it comes to such things. Arrgh..That was also the reason why i didn't chose to do all the chim chim techy modules in school..cos half the time i'll be blur..Its not running away hor..its no interest to such things. Anyway, enough of complains and grumbles..not like if i continue to grumble the things will be done on its own...Guess it time to smile =) again..try to make myself alittle happier. And learn happily (trying hard)...