Grouchy!

I'm feeling grouchy!!! dun feel like doing anything...yet not doing anything feel slike i need to do something...its a not here not there feeling. Weird feeling..it all started since saturday...

I guess its about the time of the month also..the feeling of uneasiness..the feeling of moodiness..the feeling of unloveness..the feeling of inbalance...the feeling of insecurity...the feeling of uncertainty...the feelings of negativity..the feeling of bewildered..the feeling of unacceptance..

Did we spend too much time together? I love the company..i love the craps..i love the rubbish...i love to dine...i love the excitement in the wild areas... i love the gruesome taste... i love the shape... i love the hardness... i love the sun...i love the sea breeze...Its bad bad and real bad..i told myself before...i reminded myself of the consequences...i HATE wat i'm going through...Missing missing and missing...