The Woman Element

Shocked with myself to feel this way. Its a feeling i have never felt before in my life. Feelings and emotions never peaks or drop so drastically in my entire life till now. The ups and downs..the high and low..the happy and sad moments..Its turning me insane..I seriously got problem controlling all this emotions.. Somewat i no longer have mediocre feelings and emotions like previously..These days it peaks and drop too fast. I have yet to control the speed.

When 2 are together..lots of "que dian" starts to appear. To learn to accept each other "que dian" thats wat Ad told me will just show how strong the r/s is and how much u love the person. It sound simpler then putting it into practice..To accept the past is another thing..Jealousy is something which sits firmly in me. I get very irritated and frustrated each time her name is mention. Imagination runs wild..Emotions dip..

Sian lah...later going to meet..dunno how will he be feeling. realli hate to meet him when he's in some bad mood or some sian mood... *cross fingers*