Bluezzz...

Monday is always associated with blues. So wat about monday blues? Its the start of work again. Dreadful i will say..Never seem to look forward to monday or i should say the working week.

My weekend was beautifully painted. Lots of colours and lots of life. Yet..monday just took everything away. I could sense myself in that dread. That is wat i guess ppl call BLUEZ.. Office was totally lifeless.. So quiet! i can't take it..I dunno issit just me or the rest as well..but to me i sense that my working moral has been dropping and dropping..I have no idea why.

I still remembered how busy i was in the other project..to stay till almost 12 mn a couple of times. But yet..the enegery level was so high. I never found it a chore. But today in this project..Everything seems to be so dreadful. When everything was not in place..i was feeling piss..down..angry..upset..anything with the negativity will well describe me. I told myself that once things are on track everything will be fine. Now that things are on track...i no longer seem to have the motivation and the drive.

Went for tuition in the evening after work. This week is the last week finally. Been very taxing on me. She's a fine student but yet i guess students will always have that student mentality. I was once in her shoes.. So i know it perfectly well. Giving tuition is realli a tough job unless u got a angel student..i use to have a super brilliant student when i was in uni. just go to her place sit there see her do her HW...she will only ask if she has a problem. But half the time she won;t have a problem cos she's too brilliant. Rates were much much better as compared to my current student. Her mum even gave bonus to me after her Os. cool yeah!

Anyway..i just realised that my physics realli sucks! cannot believe it..i can't solve sec 3 physics questions! Actually i will say i'm kinda a bad tuition teacher..keep on doing maths with her cos maths my forte! A maths especially! ha ha...

Thiking if i should go for a hols to HK in june! Value air having a promotion of buy one get one..sounds cool yah!! Gracie will be going with 3 of her other frens and she has extend her invitation to me. Hmm..thinking if i should go anot.. But realli i do need a short get away! work realli getting too much on my nerves..