If time can be turn back...

If time can be turn back what issit that i will chose not to repeat again? I guess when it comes to education wise..there's not much regret..But prob the only thing which i might wanna change is not to enter NUS but a foreign university in a foreign land and not to study computing but to study business..

But wat about frens? I think if time can be turn back, i will make an attempt to keep in contact with the gals in my class in sec sch. In JC, i when i tell my crush that i like him and not just keep quiet. I will do something more daring then just letting him know i like him. Actions are usually much louder then words. He told me couple of years back that if i was bolder.. If time can be turn back to the duration after JC and before uni days..i will go out with Lar for dinner..to give him a chance and not to deny myself of the chance..

If time can be turn back again..i'll wanna be a more independent gal..to join the orientation camp which the sch organises..to mix around to make new frens..If time can turn back again..i'll chose to do projects with more guys..rather then restriciting myself to the same old gals and in the end losing them in quarrels..If time can be turn back again..i'll go for the christmas mass with Fr..It will all be so diff already..

If time can be turn back..i will chose not to fall in love. I will chose not to go through all this shit i'm in now..i'll chose not to try out when i know things might not work out..i'll chose to go with someone who loves me more then i love him..i'll chose to go when things to dun turn out right.

I life just went in circle the moment i stepped out of university into the working world. Its so diff..If time can be turn back..i'll work harder and do my hons..and stay in sch for another year. If time can be turn back minutes hours days months...i will not hurt dan..If time can be turn back..i will make the firmest decisions and not ponder over the decisions.

Life is so bleak right now..everything seems to go wrong..everything seems to go down stream..Work..relationship..frens..family...everything just seems to go wrong...I'm a sad person right now...