Reflection?

Maybe its time to do some reflection on myself. I'm starting to feel that i no longer understand myself. I no longer know wat i want in life. I lost the fighting power. I lost the determination.

I was very determined to lose weight and to be healthier when i joing planet fitness. I did a review today with the personal trainer and apparently, my hard work kinda went down the drain. 3 odd months and i didn't realli show much improvements. Hiahz..i think is time to push myself more!

I'm on the verge of giving up this job. Let's just say its not as ideal as i think it is. I used to like it but right now its realli pissing me off. Maybe its just that since the day i came back to office. I have been doing things which i know nuts and i've been trying and trying till a point which i'm kinda feeling piss already..

Tennis. I finally purchased the racquet. Hopefully i'll able to get it soon and start playing again before my skills gets rusty. The evening starting off well. But it didn't end in a high note though i bought my racquet. Well, somethings are meant this way. Its so ironic how moods can change in mins or should i say sec. Then next moment i find myself yelling. Not like i did it on purpose. Anyway, i've not been in perfect mood for sometime already. Maybe i'm just tired and i need a break from alot of things.

Amazing race right now showing london..and I MISS LONDON!