The past. The present. The future.

Some things happened in my life for the past few months. The story seems to be revolving over this one person for more then a year already. I got a message from Mama saying that Lynnie wants to go KL when she's back. Everything seems so familiar again. Last year around this time..I left for UK and not long after to KL. I still remember tears rolling down on my ride to KL...Lynnie was beside me when i start to read those messages on my phone for the last time before deleting.

This year. History seems to repeat itself over again. I keep reminding myself day and night..day after day that its over between us. Keep telling myself to give up that little hope. I'm hoping that i'm doing fine right now. What's the past is the past..There's always someone else out there. Everyone says that life is not just about love..there's so much more to do. I do agree.. but its not like its so easy. I'm trying..

I'm running away from alot of things right now. I'm one person who choses that if possible leave the country to start a fresh..To a place where no one knows me. I'm hoping that my dad nod in agreement for me to leave this place to further my studies or to work. But chances seems bleak. But i do wanna try international life. I guess its not as beautiful out there but i just wanna try it or maybe i can say run away from somethings.