The word..."Sorry"

Last night i saw jing online with a broken heart on her msn nick..i asked cos i cared..i read her blog to find out more. Moments ago when coming back from the market, i bummed into Char..she was sitting at the void deck..she's supposed to be at work..but there she was sitting there...tears in her eyes.

Both quarrelled with their partners. I know Char is waiting for him to apologise..she was gripping her phone in her hands..checking for the message every other sec. But yet..the message didn't come in. I know jing is also waiting for that reconcillation..but like wat jing said in her blog. I totally agreed to it.

Selfish is so human. I still remembered the times when i was with my ex. How i priorities him in my life. How i spared a thought for him. How i think before doing something. Yes. Its very frustrating at times..but all i told myself was..He's my BF and i should take his feelings into consideration. But yet..during those days..i totally felt that i was taken forgranted..cos i felt that he never did take my feelings into consideration..never did cared how i felt..

The word sorry plays an important role..i do agree is so easy to say sorry to frens..but yet to the significant half..its so difficult..Why issit that gals have to be the one to say the word first ? Why can't the guy take the initiative first? issit really so difficult to say? issit that ego hurting? Why issit that no matter how hurt the gal is..she still have to say Sorry though it might not be her fault? why issit that the gal has to be the weaker side? is this the norm?