I Need an Oxygen Mask!

That's it. I came back to work on sunday and my entire sunday was gone cos of that bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE. I stepped into the office at 10 am and left at 6 pm. What did i do? so little? WHY? cos of that bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE.

Basically the bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE is the cause of all things. I have NEVER never been so inefficient in my work till i set foot on the bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE. It just ruin me! Testing and coding on the bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE will just cause my heart to pump faster...cause me to gasp for air..cause me to feel so damm piss and bloody irritated.

If u dun know the meaning of helpless? Code on my comp and test with it. Then u know wats the meaning of helpless. To add on to the stress level of helpless. Try not to use any available PC or lap top. Sit there and wait. Its really a good trainer for patience. But that bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE is not helping me for now! i dun need to train my patience..Time is ticking by and that bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE just dun cooperate.

I was fuming 1 hour ago! the bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE just decides to hang itself! Just for me to change something...hear...ITS CHANGE!!! its not even testing! it hanged on me for almost 15 mins! nothing response! WTF! Then my manager keep askiing if its ready and yes! i am RUDE.. cos i'm fuming..i'm going to explode while waiting for that bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE when the qn came. I JUST said NO! that MACHINE just hanged!

Seriously. I've worked like SHIT the entire weeks. My weekedns burnt. I just feel that so much more could have been done if that bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE. Its really wasting time! Rush me also no use! The bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE just dun cooperate!

Seriously if this is going to go on for the next couple of months..i think to save myself from entering the hospital, to save my weekedns, to save the grumbles at home. I better start to look for alternative plans. Maybe i should just apply for Ed's job! or become a full time tuition tutor or maybe like the rest go into teaching. Its not about coming back to work on weekends.. Its not about staying back to work. But at least let me control my efficiency and not that bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE controlling. I just felt that my weekend had just gone to waste! Its so inefficient!

Maybe in the mean time..i should really buy an oxygen tank to stand by in the office..cos waiting for the bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE can really kill me. Its only in such desprate time when deadline is so near that all patience is lost! and only then u will realise how slow that bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE is. Then u will be like me now. Complaining..and thinking twice about staying on and working on this bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE for the project.

I basically think everything comes in a package. If one is happy..one won't go unless told to go. But if i got to work with bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE and be so inefficient and not being myself and to go through all this. Sitting on my the chair..doing NOTHING..really Nothing! till the extend of i can take out my novel and start to read while waiting.. Then wats the point. I dun think i wanna compromise and test my patience to my limit. Anyway..its nearing my limit already. See me sitting on my seat like nothing has happened? Then the person got to be blind. I'm hitting the ceiling already.

Sad to say i have enough of weekend working and late night working. Till i find that its efficient for me to stay then i will stay else i see no point in staying. Stay to wait for that bloody hell idiotic F***ing slow damm MACHINE the i rather make my way home and sleep. Dun like it? can't meet dateline? Fire me then! i dun give a damm already. I WAS RESPONSIBLE TILL I HAVE ENOUGH OF THE BLOODT HELL IDIOTIC FUCKIING SLOW DAMM MACHINE!