Lows..

Almost the end of the weekend once again. Worked till about 7 plus on Friday evening and joined Mr Josh and his fren for dinner and drink. Al came along as well. Supposed to be at Wala but it was too jam pack so we had to make alternative plans. Rob suggested to Demsay Hut which is located behind the American Embassy for dinner. The food there isn't fantastic and the best part of it, a bee flew into my lime juice. Luckily it was almost an empty cup already =).

We made our way to J Bar at M hotel. Well, there's supposed to be a 3 piece band as told by Mr Rob but apparently we were so "Lucky" that evening. No band =( The place is kinda nice..hee hee...After that we adjourned to Glutton Bay at Esplanade cos apparently Mr Rob didn't finish his dinner and needed food. Well..i'm amazed at his eating speed. Something like baby eating i guess...a very very slow pace. ha ha..Kinda funny..we just sat there waiting for him to finish his "seems like never ending" fried oyster. Ha ha...

I slept apparently very little that night. I was awoken by my human alarm clock at 730 am. There was too many things on my mind to get me back to dream land. I apparently spoiled someone's night the night before and i was kinda ignored. This person kinda became a little depress. I tried calling him and bombing his phone. But no reply. Kinda upsetting.

Saturday. Cousin's day..gals day..Since i woke up so early on sat and i can't get back to sleep, i on the TV and kept on flipping channels. But to no avail, its so boring..there isn't much tv program. I started to rot my sat morning away. Supposed to meet them at orchard at 2 pm..but apparently i'm late. Poor lizzie had to wait for all the late beings. Hmm...Lizzie been back for hols for sometime already. But its the first time i've seen her sian the day she came to SG. 4 years i have yet to seen her. Very mature gal i will say. Smart as well. Her cultural upbrining is so much so diff for a 14 year old SG gal. Very open minded i will say. No american accent as of yet. She still rememebers chinese. Not so bad yah!..hee hee..Me and ma ma didn't make it to the Night Safari cos we couldn't fit into the jam pack cars of kids..hee hee..

I was expecting to meet Sel after his company's family at Down Town East. But but..he just slumber into depression and i was told not to message or call him. I respected that decision. But i'm kinda upset why he likes to go into those moods so frequently. Not healthy i will say. I used to get alot of such lows previously. But it kinda cease dramatically these days cos maybe i'm more statisfied now and i dun have that much expectation in somethings. I'll just take things as it comes. If i have the means, i'll do it. If not, then i'll just give up the idea. Well, i guess lows and ups are just part and parcle of life. But i envy those who can just get out of the lows so damm fast. Its amazing how they do it.