Monday Morning ~ An whole lot of SHIT!

For once i can feel the stress in me..Yes! haven felt this way for a long long time already. The same feeling which i got when i was in uni rushing for project dateline. I can't sleep..thoughts of wat i'm left with just drowned me. Yet, there's nothing much i can do about it! not like i have my office lap top at home and can wake up to do things.

Really..i miss the office lap top. Previously for my old projects, at least i dun feel so helpless. At least i've got the lap top at my convinience. At least when i'm feeling that way, i still can wake up and do a little work to ease that horrible stress out feeling. But right now i can't. I am awaken middle of the night thinking about work.

Yes. I dun wish to stay back late too much. I need to rest and to actually think about some other matters at hand. I wanna spend time with my gal frens. I need them very badly right now. I need a break from all things. I need to break away. Just feel leaving SG for the time being. I just want my cousins to be with me now. I need lynnie badly. I need to cry my heart out on her bed at night..and chat with her till the mornings. I know she will scold and throw my phone out of the room. Last year this time, she did that to me and i did that to her.

I'm really struggling to finish this whole piece of shit work right now. Though i very much wanna run away. I know its my responsibility. I have to finish it up. Its tiring really. I dun know why everything must just fall at the same time. I'm really at a low right now..a real real low. I just feel like going for a drink..but really drink alot and cry out loud..puke and get drunk...