Its killing me..i'm tearing apart.

For once..i'm so so tired with everyone around me. I had a very nice couple of weeks with Sel and my other pals. Everything seems nice and easy going. A few hiccups here and there. But i'm still able to contain.

I woke up this morning feeling very grouchy. For one, i got up and my dad showed me this cuttiing that NUS offering so masters course and asked me to go check it out. I told him right in the face. I'M NOT DOING IT IN NUS. I HATE THAT SCHOOL. full stop and i stormed out of the kitchen. He came telling me that course fee is super cheap. Then i said, i'll make sure i skip all the lesson and get a pefect F grade for u. He got nothing to say.

For second, i got irritated by my mum so badly that i couldn't control and i shouted back at her. I didn't really mean to but she was really on my nerve. She kept asking me about the same old accidental coverage on the plan which i'm thinking of getting. It so haunting. Been telling here so many times already. Till i had enough. Then she said...wat if my fren resign and will be diff to do claims right..and said why not get with Income. Then i replied..wats so good with the god damm old man fren of ours selling the insurance. I think he might leave even before my fren leaves. And won't the situation be the same. Expected..she complained to my dad. So my dad called..

Well..gotten lecture again..not unusual. Then i told him is so irritating to hear the same old question and to reply the same old ans. So my dad said..next time ur mum ask u again..just ignore her and walk away. Then he went yah..she's damm irritating..keep asking the same old question.

I got so pek chek the entire morning...was slamming everything. Came to office in my controlled mood. Heng..WL didn't ask me to werid weird things this morning..I just sat infront of my comp slamming the keys like no one business and i quarrelled with Sel over his indecisiveness about riding that Varadero back.

Then comes the stupid weather..keep on raining on and off..so irritating..Basically i'm tired. I need to sleep. I'm grouchy..so anything that sparks my irritable syndrom will really get a bad time from me..i'm in explodable mood now..

PMS i guess..but i need to sleep. Yes..i'm frustrated that i have a company bbq to attend..cos i dun like bbqing..can't they just go some place to it and settle the entire things..bbq..sian...guess it will be like last year..wait for the guys to cook the food. I'M FAR TOO LAZY...worst case walk out and eat prata.

I need to sleep sleep sleep....