Been ages isn't it...

It's been almost a year since i last blog. Anway, maybe i should start this blogging habit once again =)

Well, things hasn't been too well since the start the year. Friends asked how am i doing, i'll go well, been busy with work and all is good. But well, the real fact is that i'm not feeling that great. My relationship seems to be on the rocks. We seem to quarrel so frequently. I don't know where am i heading to. I feel like leaving the country and leave him for the time being. I know i'm not being fair to him.

For some reason, my lifestyle and his doesn't seem to bland. Every weekend, we have the same issue. Prob this coming weekend will be the 6th week in a row which we face the same problem. I don't want my lifestyle to change becos of him. And i don't want his to change because of me. But it's difficult. I like town. I love crowded place. I'm forgoing all these cos of him. Yet, even a request to go to a neighbourhood mall will end up as a quarrelling topic. "Are we going to drive to the carpark?" "It's going to be crowded."

All of a sudden, i feel that my life has been taken over. All of a sudden, i visit the fish farms and plants nursery so frequent. Something which i try to accept. But i don't know why everything is taken forgranted. Everything is about him. But for me, i'm left all by myself.

Maybe taking time off from each other may help. Or to go on a short trip may help. I really don't know. I just hate feeling the same way week after week.