Surprise surprise..I'm OK!

Hmm..didn't meet him in the end cos he has tonnes of work to complete..so have to OT..Well..i wasn't at all angry or disappointed..Hope he realli keeps his promise to meet tomorrow..Realise i still care alot about him..Do i care as much to my other frens?

For a moment..i told him weird things which i dun usually will say to my guy frens..only maybe to someone close to me..Things like.."Hey! remember to eat something okie..else later gastric.." then things like.."Be a good boy k..Faster finish ur work then go for a proper meal." Its weird isn't it? Anyway..Like wat i wrote in the card..I dun dare to dream or wish...

Went to meet my parents and bro for dinner..by the time i arrived..they finished eating already =( had fish head hor fun..not too bad..but after that i think eat too much then i feel like puking..actually now still.i think got something to do with the taste of it..Too bloated to have any fruits..

Thinking of going to the Gym on sunday..but..i dunno how to use the equipments =( Guess i'll start in jan when i come back yah! Soon..weekend coming..and i'm counting down to my trip!!! Cool..happy!!!

Yah..he said he will call me later when he gets home..then i guess he won't...more like just trying to make me happy..but well..like i say..i dun dare to dream or wish..so i'm not pinning any hope..

Oh well..the "chicken eye" is closing already..guess got to be the super late OT that night..causing the after effect..

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