weekend drawing near

Middle of the week already. Now i understand the life of a working person now that i've been working for almost 10 months. Wednesday seems to be the turning point. So thursday is drawing near...and soon its the weekends.

I'm getting tired..mentally and physically.. thought could rest well this long weekend but seems like before i even know it..i'm fully book. Exams round the corner and i'm getting a bit stress up cos i got to finally teach one of my most hate subjects...physics..and apparently there's something in A maths which i dun realli like..that Log!!

Anyway..as usual..met for dinner and i went for tuition. I remained rather silent througout dinner cos i didn't know where to start and didn't know wat to start. I'm tired from work and just dun feel like toking. Its tiring to start a conversation and hold that conversation esp when both party is tired. We asked each other the qns of "care to think aloud? " its weird yah...half the time i'm quiet not cos i'm thinking..but rathing the skill which i mastered in secondary sch..stonning.. The refusal in the brain to process and to think..

I just felt terrible esp when i'm already not in good mood and he must just add salt and pepper to the wound. I was looking for the care and concern when i meet him..but that didn't happen..Sometimes i'm realli piss with him..cos he never seems to appreciate things..he never seem to bother to remember to remember things. Anyway...though we went sepearate ways just now..i'm happy that at least he waited with me for my train to come.

Tomorrow's thurs and fri's drawing near! i'm hoping that friday outing with him will turn out to be a nice evening..dun want my long weekedn to be spoilt on the first day.