When things turn to the opposite direction

When things turn to the opposite direction something will happen. And indeed it happened. I have enough of all the teases. I have enough of all the attitudes. I have enough of giving and giving. I have enough. I left tuition early last night to rush home to call him. We needed to talk. Called his phone yet he didn't picked up. My previous message was also not replied. So that is so call the attitude i get from him.

"My mood depends much on ur mood" thats his line. To expect me to put on a smiley face whenever we go out. To expect me to cheer him up when he's down. To expect me to shower him with lots of love, care and concern when we go out. To expect me to make decisions on food and places to go. I think i did all these for months. Wat did i get back in the end? Everyone knows that in a r/s there is bound to be a party to put in more..to love more..to contribute more..Its not about all these that i mind. But i believe that every human being ought to be given the basic respect. I dun see why i should be denied of this respect. I do have a tolerance level. The word stop meaning its enough. It repeats itself over and over again...day after day...If going out with him just makes me feel so irritated...makes me feels so annoyed..makes me feel so unlove...then why should i bother to go out with him? Yes. Love is blind.

"Let's talked about it tomorrow when u are more calm.." that's his replied to me. I waited for the mesaage last night...i waited for the message this morning...Lets just say both of us are too ego.. i typed the morning message..yet i told myself why should i care if he dun even care. If he treats me like a junk..then why should i treat him like a percious stone? I will admit i enjoy his company. Its fun to go out with him previously...Its fun to go for swim with him...I sacrificed much of my time for him. To accompany him for dinner and to go out with him. But today...these outings become disasters.. I realli dun see why i should just get myself hurt on each outing with all the teasing...with all the sarcasim...Even my frens treat me with more respect then him.

We will be meeting this evening for dinner to tok things out. I dun realli wish to leave the r/s..but if things have to turn out that way for the better..then no matter how painful. I'll take the step.